maybe what we have right now is already what is best

stayed up the whole night yesterday, and took a cup of coffee to help sustain me during the day. started a drawing of the mugiwara kaizokudan this morning but didn't look too good so i trashed it.

visited christine whom i met last quarter in the physics lab section i TA'd becasue she needs 2CL textbook, which i happen to have....

fuck i smell weed. people upstairs are getting high and starting to stomp the floor. those retards.

... which i happen to have, so i thought i'd be nice and let her borrow it. dropped by around 4 and ended up helping her clean up her room, then out of nowhere i suggested we spent the night watching gardenstate, and she agreed. people say garden state is good, and friends i trust say it's good. so i went with the expectation it will be good.

i was wrong.

gardenstate was more then good. it was beautiful. i walked out of the theater thinking how beautiful my life is despite all the shit that's going on, and i suddenly lost all the reasons to complain about my current life. zach braff wrote one good movie that will forever be in my favorite movie list. i have to admit, i came out of the theater amazed at how brilliant zach braff was, but also loathed his guts since he got to make out a bunch of time with natalie portman. i should write my own movie, direct it, make myself as the main character, then pick natalie portman as the person i shall be making out with the rest of the movie. natalie is the cutest non-asian girl i've ever seen in my life. plus she has those sexy full lips.

her lips are a turn-on. i am in love with natalie portman.

time to fold clothes and then off to dream about natalie.