#define fun()

in regards to sungod tomorrow, people have been asking me whether i'm gonna go or not.

my answer is a constant no. and i have no intention to change it.

in reply to that, i get "why?" which i then replied with "why not?" that ultimately made people pissed, and i also get absurd replies such as "dude, you NEED to go have fun."

that brings up something that i feel like i need to declare to the world before i go to bed tonight or otherwise i won't be able to dream about a certain someone.

SUNGOD IS NOT FUN FOR ME.
one, i do not enjoy busta rhymes, goldfinger, or any other bands who are performing tomorrow.
two, i do not enjoy watching drunk people walking around and cause mess.
three, i do not enjoy the smell of weed that you can smell even from the mormon temple across the freeway.
four, i do not enjoy dancing.
five, i do not enjoy getting wasted.
six, i do not enjoy large crowd with people yelling and screaming.
seven, i do not think party that involves dancing and drinking is fun.
eight, i do not enjoy the fact that people use a traditional event like sungod as an excuse to have sex with a drunk girl who won't be able to remember anything the day after.
nine, i do not like the concept of getting wasted as an escape from schoolwork.

here's what i think is fun.
1. playing monkey soccer and streets 2 with jim and jason
2. hanging out with the girls at erc
3. having meaningless conversation with david and sam
4. blogging
5. spending my nighttime on the phone with ai-chan.
6. listening to songs in my computer
7. intriligating at the batcave
8. liquid nitrogen ice cream party
9. get together with fellow physics majors
10. walking home from physics problem session with nerd jokes here and there
11. wave function in transitional mode
12. seeing people actually leaving comment on my blog
13. trying to study physics while tara and aimee and valerie are talking about the proportionality of their boobs relative to their ass
14. sitting on a bench at the cove, staring at the ocean, playing a soothing song on my guitar
15. listening to lectures by happy physics professors
16. making fun of my sister
17. star wars knights of the old republic
18. heated argument with qin about chemists and physicists
19. math homework that takes up a whole day to figure out
20. passing knowledge to other people
21. sitting alone in my room with the lights off, playing guitar
22. one piece
23. eating chips
24. getting jason into trouble with tin
25. watching tin chasing jim around like a dog chasing its own tail
26. toilet paper fight
27. attracting fruitflies
28. mixing weird nasty stuff with david
29. staring at lava lamps
30. staring at my one piece figurines
31. drawing
32. driving at night, alone, windows down
33. watching good comedy
34. brian trying to catch broken pieces of chalk with his mouth
35. electrostatic lint on x-y graph recorders
36. getting a phonecall from ai-chan
37. listening to jason mraz while walking from class to class
38. eating
39. peaceful sunday masses with good songs
40. drizzle

i can go on if i want, but my point is: i see other things that i do daily as much more fun than a one-time event like sungod, which i won't enjoy. i don't need to go have fun. i HAVE BEEN having fun this whole time.