ayumi

i decided to waste an hour or two of my sleeping time to share this with the world:
a justification on my claim about ayumi

from forgiven:

oh lovely angel, i'm down on my knees, worshipping thy beauty.

from dearest, acoustic piano version:

such a peaceful face. just looking at it alleviates all my anxiety. now i worry about nothing. none.

witness the pain and sadness in her eyes. you can almost feel it piercing right through your heart.

observe the tears running down her cheek; she actually cried. i feel sad. really. i can really feel the sadness and the pain.

after streamload works again, i'll upload the video so you can experience what i feel. and what ayumi feels.