on the brink of insanity

i need to calm down a bit. five finals are coming up, and i need to do good, or otherwise i'd be screwed.

here's a preview of the kinds of beasts i would have to fight with intelligence and not brute strength (which i don't have anyway).

math 110 - partial differential equation and fourier transform on tuesday at 800am. current form, BAD. this one need to be beaten to a pulp or otherwise i'd be beaten to a pulp. it's never a good thing going in to the final after failing two midterms. blah, and i thought i could be a math major. physics is so much easier than this crap.

mechanical and aerospace engineering 9 - C programming on wednesday starting 700pm. i've never gone to class due to conflicts with physics, but i've been informed that we have 24 hours to complete the final program. hope it won't be a bitch.

humanities 2 - rome, christianity, and middle ages on thursday at 1130am. current form, unknown. participation grade gives a B, first two papers give B+ and A- but the third paper holds 25% of the grade and i won't have any idea about my grade on that one until monday. but final is only 25%, so i guess i shouldn't be worrying too much about it. i'll aim for a B+, since last quarter i managed to pull a B in hum 1. i'll start reading books and studying after math final on tuesday, since the final program question for mae9 won't be up until wednesday evening.

physics 4E - quantum mechanics on friday at 1130am. final is 35% so it'd be better if i do good on it. hope that last quiz saved my ass. that way there won't be too much of a pressure going in to the final. there's still pressure, just not as much. thursday is definitely another physics day.

physics 2dl - modern physics lab on friday at 300pm. need to study early for this one also. studying as in memorizing formulas and constants since driscoll isn't gonna give us contants and expects us to know all the constants. crap. i hate using brain for memorization. not being able to memorize is the sole reason why i'm a physics major and not a bio or chem major.

the following is the list of things i would need during this coming week. if you're willing to help, please donate some:
1. a good amount of sleep.
2. food. food. food.
3. munchies, not the flaming hot one.
4. chocolate chip cookies.
5. sunchips.
6. canS of coke. see the capitalized S?.
7. cupS of coffee, with the same emphasis on the S.
8. moral support.
9. transport. can be in form of basically anything that does not require me to walk.
10. music.
11. wake-up calls, especially for 800am math final.
12. massage on my legs.