YAWN

got to lab a little bit early today. 0830am. half-hour improvement.

i think san diego is the place i would call HOME. my parents own a house in LA, but that does not make it home. and here, definitely isn't home. indonesia? i don't know. i've lived there for sixteen years, but somehow sandiego feels more like home than jakarta.

that got me thinking: what should i do after i graduate next year? i'm not ready to move anywhere else, yet. sure, eventually i'll get used to the new place, but i am not ready to leave san diego. and somehow, it feels like even after i get used to the new place, it won't feel the same. people talk about the excitement of moving to a new place, about the adrenaline rush from not knowing what will happen, what new experience, other shit like that; i'd rather stay in san diego. i'd rather stay home.

because home is where the heart is.

cliche, but it's true.

hope i can get in to UCSD gradschool. that way i don't have to move anywhere.