the only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right

long title, but the words just hit me so hard that it's worth the asymmetry of the layout.

0309am and i'm in the lab again. been here since wednesday doing assignments, now that the assignments are turned in (not done) it feels not right to not be here. plus, the fact that my computer is still dead and i feel the urges to blog.

driving around still brings the same effect on me. it's almost as if the air drag just blows away all my anxieties and worries. but that still doesn't solve the problem. some things are just non-trivial, and these non-trivial things can sometimes be so overwhelming. so muuch that you don't even know where to make your next step. i realized that my life has more non-trivial problems than the trivial ones, so i tried not to care so much about the trivial ones.

"i won't wait until tomorrow what i can forget about forever."

procrastinator creed keeps me alive. whoever wrote that deserves to be called a genius.

im selecting songs to be put on my new on-the-go list. there are 25 songs as of now:
the ataris - in this diary
duncan sheik - half life
firehouse - love of a lifetime
fool's garden - lemon tree
gorillaz - 19-2000 soulchild remix
finger eleven - one thing
hoobastank - the reason
jet - look what you've done
asian kung-fu generation - yuugure no aka
cool joke - bukkowareta tsuki
cool joke - UNDO
crystal kay - AS IT BEGAN
leo koo - clock that forgets time
maaya sakamoto - sora
porno graffiti - mienai yume
yellow generation - BECAUSE YOU WERE HERE ~eternal way~
jason mraz - too much food
jason mraz - so unusual
jay chou - last war
jay chou - sorry
porno graffiti - melissa
bryan adams - have you ever really loved a woman
shela - AN EPILOGUE ~white destiny~
dido - see the sun

i just added dido's see the sun recently. the lyrics is beautiful, the song suits my mellow mood, and her voice is just... enchanting. once my computer is up and running again it will be the new blog song.

i should sleep. but i don't feel like it. i have so much crap for next week i don't want this week to end. i don't want next week to come. i've been keeping a positive attitude since i declared the new year's resolution, but now all this pent up frustration and stress needs to be released. i need something to punch.

keep following your heart.

eventually you'll get it right.




eventually.