eh, what now?

warning: the forbidden, dreadful, four-letter word will appear in this entry.

yes, love.

no, this is not going to be cheesy or sappy or anywhere close to that. in fact, this isn't going to be an about the four-letter word itself, but instead, about getting rid of it. and no, this isn't going to be a long entry.

love is like drugs. it's an addiction. it makes you happy when it's there, it makes you sad and depressed when it's gone. then there are times when things just don't work out and you are forced to leave this state of happiness and get rid of this "love." so you try. you keep yourself busy and you would do just about anything including drinking yourself to sleep to forget about this four-letter word. this all works fine until the backlash occurs.

that's right. love is a drug. just when you think you've gotten rid of it, it comes back and sucks you right back in with an even more powerful force. what makes it worse is that everytime you try to get rid of it, it becomes even more and more powerful. just like an enemy you can never beat.

you know what they say. if you can't beat 'em, join 'em.