home is where the heart is

not this week.

if you ever wonder how it feels like to be in a physics lab from monday to friday, from 7am to 1am, go home for a 5-hour nap, and come back the next day to do the same thing again, AND STILL NOT GET ANY OF THE ASSIGNMENT DONE BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST FUCKING RIDICULOUSLY HARD,

don't even try. it'll hurt. it'll hurt you for eternity.

but somehow i get the feeling that this will be what the rest of my life look like.

here's my WTF list of the week:

WKB analysis method
galerkin method
complex analysis
vector potential of a spiraling current

"i believe the probability of a miracle, though infinitesimally small, is NOT EXACTLY ZERO" is the quote that i kept telling my mind to prevent it from going crazy.